I think that it is amazing how this discipline is by far and away the most demanding of one setting their own set of guidelines.
If you book a commercial here and there you make enough money to live. This seems like a great thing until enough time passes and you realize that you have been working and yet you in no way have accessed the source of why you are here in the first place. This is the state that I am in now. I am realizing that I now need stimulation as an artist. I am bored with doing commercials and print ads(though I appreciate them fully). I now need to become a part of an Indie film or something interesting that I can actually feel challenged by. I think this will be an amazing progression and obvious step towards cultivating my purpose in an easily un-disciplined self employment venture.